hiks hiks ... so sad!! from lots of plan that i have for today, there's not even one that i do!! so many things happened, one of my aunts is having a cancer on her breast, and she might gonna need an operation to lift it up..

got an email from kir. she is so helpful, and thoughtful too. i cant believe that she actually wrote back. i thought she was to busy to do so. she's right, basicly i am the kind of person who cares for so many things for so many reasons. most of all, i do care for my surroundings, and that includes my family, friends and myself. i cant get away with it. i guess it's my character. even though i tried to do the opposite, i keep being dragged to do the right thing. i cant get away from what my deepest being feels.

trying to add a few things here and there on this blog, but never really seems to get it all right on place. michelle is so cool! i suppose she made her own site all by herself. at least she can add things on without really damaging the other features. she's so cool. i read her blog yesterday. it hits me in a way. it's like i'm reading my own life! i'm not saying that what happens in her life is exactly the same like mine, with all those work probs and all ... but in a way, there's this same line of atmosphere on what happens in her life and mine. i guess, i need to email her about this. maybe it'll help or maybe not.

i miss hanging out with my girlfriends!!